I am a person who had worked hard with a non UMNO connected entity for 25 years. I have always been apolitical and had not vote until 1999 which I was barred. I voted and split my votes one for BN at Federal and the other PKR at state. I aim for a check balance approach. Race not an issue.

However, since the last tsunami, I have been ridiculed being UMNO man, Khir Toyo’s man etc etc. This is basically me being Malay therefore assumed UMNO. So all the attacks on the UMNO is being simulated on my person although I am not a member. From education, house purchase discounts etc. No i didnt get any scholarship for further studies, Its my parents fund mortgaging their house from inheritance. And I didnt go for the discount but arranged to mark up the price to obtain a higher quantum of loan.

I was not promoted for a long period and the reason was medical leave. which average 10-12 days. I had my tugged at by a superior who said the hair is a bit long and its unbecoming for a bank officer. This was done in an elevator with witnesses. I had an emergency situation requiring surgery, were visited by a group of my seniors who only stayed briefly only to pass on my Head’s remarks that I am not good for the job and to top the humiliation, they said this in front of my wife.

I wanted to utilise my marriage leave and was not allowed because it extents my annual leave to longer period. Then when the next year came, the leave was revised from 7 to 10 days, I was not given the revised 10 days, Reason given was, I should have taken the marriage leave before i.e 7 days upon marriage the year before.

I told them that I have an autoimmune condition and require regular checks. But I was sent to outstation places forcing me to frequently postpone or delay my visits. I have glaucoma and now they transferred me to a section where I have to scrutinie every fading text prints on vouchers and reports, I was being asked to do another full medical check up with another panel hospital where they want to have me under full body CT Scan. I protest because the previous hospital where I recovered from that emergency, already given their report that I have a chronic condition that needs to be managed. I checked with friend in the medical service about the CT Scan, and they were shocked since my condition is in the eye, a full CT Scan is giving me unnecessary radiation almost like getting it from a atomic bomb at a certain distant. And I may then get cancer. It was to fix me up in a dceitful way. I managed to outstep the situation by personally request medical examination at the same hospital but not under the company’s request and no CT scan done bit other checks. Hospital was caught in dilemma but at the end they force me to sign a declaration as they had “accidently” submit my personal record to my HR before they even showed to me. The whole idea was to medically board me out. This was also confirm by another doctor who is treating my eye, as she was being asked by my HR to cook up a report towards a medical board out situation for me.

Not happy with what happen, they assigned me to a ad-hoc assignment where I had to be at a place where its damp dusty and moldy. I still yet to recover from my lung collaspe and still need to do heavy stuff at the main generator rooms of the building.

So, now with all this happen, anybody can be as hypocrites and corrupted as those they accuse of because these people are now ardent supporters of those against BN. Some even say should someone at Kamunting were to die of hunger or medical failure, their parents in Penang will be sharpening the parangs, When I ask, who the parangs are for, they say for people like me.

Now this come from a guy, who once in financial mess with Ah Longs and borrowing money from many times from me to feed his children has now turn partisan in his politics. There are loose talks, provocations and unsolicited debates, probably trying to indentify who backs what in the office,

So its heating up now, there some who wants to go down the road of perdition and there are those who may wish things goes back to its usual. As for me , I just take care of my family and I have to wear my uniform becoz thats my uniform, a symbol of despise as shown in my workplace since I’m a minority. I think UMNO is not power crazy but the neccesity of the power is crazy now. If I had known that the company hidden agenda, I would not bother to indignified myself for 25 years. I’m in dangerous water now as there are some who thinks I am UMNO and on the other hand another thinks me as a liberal anti UMNO Malay or worse plain Chinese as I am mixed.

So for those who thinks that its only UMNO the bad racist. No they are others equally as bad. UMNO may be a racist as being a response. As for others, you would do the same when you are in power.

To Annuar, regretted wishing for your safety through your wife at Bandar Utama many years back.

To YB Kit my regards to you , family and Hui Meng.